Putting It All Away - Thoughts on New Year’s Eve
I slumped in my chair feeling both relief and dread. Christmas was over! My over-achiever self immediately shifted gears to the next thing: “Dear mercy….now I’ve got to put all this stuff away!”
I was instantly overwhelmed by a feeling of heaviness, and paused to reflect on the reason. The day before I had been happy that Christmas was a beautiful day full of love, joy, Jesus, and gifts. There was harmony and peace, good food and games…a lot to be thankful for.
So what was this feeling? As I looked around at the decorations, ribbons, gifts, and crystal to put away, I said, “Lord, what am I feeling?…I know it would only take a few hours to tackle all this stuff.”
I immediately heard Him whisper in my spirit, “Kimberly, you are feeling the weight of the year. There are things I want you to put away that are far more important than Christmas bins.”
I sat in His presence as He named what He wanted me to put away:
Disappointment in myself
Disappointment in others
Hurt by betrayal in relationships
Weariness from the battle
Paralysis of analysis on different fronts
Fear of physical sickness slowing me down
Concern about enough face time with our children
Shame from unattained goals from 2025
Initially, I hesitated to go there. But I didn’t want to hold on to these things if Jesus was offering me freedom. Freedom from heaviness, and most importantly, a fresh, clean slate. I wanted to walk into the new year free. Unencumbered. Clear.
I began giving these things to God through prayer and honest conversation.
As I’ve been laying these things down the past few days, joy, purpose, and direction have taken their place. Gratitude has been a close companion, and I’ve been reminded afresh that “His mercies are new every morning.”
I don’t know what your list looks like, but I’m pretty sure you have one too. Our Jesus makes the greatest exchanges! So put it all away. Walk into 2026 free.
© 2025 Kimberly Sciscoe